My best friend from secondary school makes me feel frustrated. She thinks that she is so good at everything, and all her failures are just because of her health. She always got lower marks than me , failed the entrance examination to CVA school, just because of carelessness, or did not attend the entrance examination to my school now because she was too lazy to go. However, she always said that, it was because she was tired at that time. Yeah, I know she’s got several diseases, but why when she plays, she singsd, she danceds, she does not feel anything like tiredness or headache? She skiped the extra class because she was not feel well, but why she still could record her cover songs? It was just her excuse.
And now, she decided not to take university entrance examination this year, but waiting the next year, and, of course, her reason is “Whenever I study, I get a headache”. Seriously? Last week she still could draw 3 pictures, cover 2 songs, translate a long fanfic and write chapter 1 for her new fanfic. When she told me about her decision, I just want to shout to her: “Hey, not mention to your pictures or your cover songs, why don’t you feel tired when you translate that fanfic? It’s not because you can’t study, it’s because you are too lazy to study.”
I’m always ill when it comes hard, hence, I’ve never done my best. Mom said that ‘You would achieve nothing, if you always blame for your illness’. At that time, I did not believe her, since, eventhough the results were not as good as I expected, they were still much, much better (just than half of friends’s. Of course, there are lots of friends who is better than me :”) ) But, now, I believe my her. Your health should not be your hindrance. Don’t make it as your excuse. There are a lot of people who have more serious diseases but still can achieve success in the world.
Should I thank my friend for helping me believe it? And should I tell her the truth?
Nah, forget it. She will not believe anyway. She is too proud of herself that always think what I say is wrong.